i celebrate all my frens- part 4

This guy as sweet as he look..

I know Wae since 2006, almost a year

I called him SHREK coz he have a beautiful heart like the character..

I wish him all da best in carrier & future

p/s: ur cake 'batik' is odw b8dy boy hehee...

I celebrate all my frens - part 3

Hola..here come da most adorable fren of mine hehehe..

Bob is my best fren dat always there 4 me no matter wat i do, rite or wrong

He alwayz be the best men i ever had..thanx Bob

Thanx 4 all da things u done to me, i really appreciate it wit full of my heart..

p/s: bob if u read dis my next coming b8day i want u 2 be wit me 2 celebrate...

I celebrate all my frens - part 2

Walaa..this cute lil' gurl is my best fren Awin

So many story to describe her here but

The best of words i could decsribe her 'She can accept me da way i am'

Thanx for da friendship dear..

Hope you be happy wit ur future fiancee.. hehehee

I try to be happy

When you walk away that night
Walk out from my door
Without ever turning back or looking at me
So much i realize i don't deserve you
I made a right decision for letting you go
I pray to god that i will never see you again
Even in my dreams
I'm tired of you
I try to be alone
And i know i much better this way
Don't you ever dare to say you love me
As a friend even we not as same as before
Listen to me now 'I DON'T GIVE A DAMN FOR WHAT YOUR SAYING'
I belong to my own comfort world now
I do forgive what have you done to me
But i'll never forget what have you done
Every minutes & single things you do
It count..
I do forgive you for you stupid & betrayl
But i never forgive you for leave a scar in my heart
That took me so long to handle my heart with care
Please don't you ever contact me again & try to be nice
I'm done & it's over
Read it with a free mind & heart
And spell every little words correctlly
Do understand it, what i'm trying to say
Eventhough it takes you so many years to understand
I don't want to say thank you for what you have done
Because it supposed a things you shouldn't done
I never want to say sorry to you because i said it everyday
And you seems don't bother about that
Now take it my words seriouslly
And go vanished yourself..

Gud bye Bob...

To my dear fren Bob aka Rizal,

Hope u get a better job there in Perak

Dun u 4get bout me here

Next year i be alone without ur my fren..sob..sob

Nemind juz focus on ur chances & all da best 4 u in ur carrier

I luv u!!!!

Ah Love, Love...

What is it with love
Thats makes me
Then breaks me?

When in love
Do i truly love?

Is it really love
Or do i think i love?

Maybe i just love being in love
Or love the idea of being in love?

I spent my whole life chasing love
In the end the one thing i truly love
Could just be the meir pursuit of love.

to myself..

If i cannot forgive myself for all the blunders
That i have made over the years
Then how can i proceed?
How can i ever dream perfection dreams?
Move, i must, forward
Fly, i must, upward
Dive, i must, inward
To be one more
What i truly am
and shall forever remain.

heart & hurt

Waiting is painful.
Forgetting is painful.
But not knowig which to do is the worse kind of suffering...

i set him free..

Suffering occurs when we want other people to love us in the way we imagine we want to be loved and not in the way that love should menifest itself free & untrammeled guiding us with its force & driving us on.

me & coffee

The coffee bean changes the hot water, the very circumstances that brings the pain
When the water gets hot, it release the fragrance & flavor. ..
If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better & change the situation around you.