Lagu yg agak paranoid tuk aku
tp aku ttp suke lirik dia
lagu lama time aku kt kolej dulu..
x der sbb tuk aku suke lagu nie
tp skrg aku rasa sgt perlukan
kata2 dlm lagu nie
tuk aku terus hidup..
tuk aku terus percaya..
tuk terus idup kite kene
ade sbb yg boleh buat kite idup
idup yg rasa sgt idup..
ape yg aku mengarut kt sini
aku pn x tau..
klu korang x paham
buat2 paham cukup...
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is You
Friday, November 28, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Cinta & Sayang...
Aku amik masa yg agak lama
tuk fahami diri sendiri & org lain
especially org kt sekeliling aku
time aku sakit
aku jahat cam syaitan nirajim
aku buruk perangai
aku sllu ade ayah aku..
aku amik peluang tuk tanya
dia soklan yg aku x dpt jwpn smp skrg
aku tanya ayah aku..
ape beza nyer cinta ngan syg?
ayah senyum jer..
pastu dia pandang aku..
pastu dia jwb..
cinta tu satu
sayang tu semua..
aku diam..
dlm 1minit
aku naik atas..
duk dlm bilik
so no wonder ar selama nie
idup aku camni
i mean sume lelaki yg ade dlm idup aku
sume nyer syg kt aku..
which is syg nie tuk sume..
dlm relationship
sepatutnyer 1org tu kene cinta kt pasangan dia
klu kite cinta kt seseorg
makna nye hanya tuk 1org..
perasaan tuk yg special
perasaan yg dlm..
skrg aku dah paham..
tuk fahami diri sendiri & org lain
especially org kt sekeliling aku
time aku sakit
aku jahat cam syaitan nirajim
aku buruk perangai
aku sllu ade ayah aku..
aku amik peluang tuk tanya
dia soklan yg aku x dpt jwpn smp skrg
aku tanya ayah aku..
ape beza nyer cinta ngan syg?
ayah senyum jer..
pastu dia pandang aku..
pastu dia jwb..
cinta tu satu
sayang tu semua..
aku diam..
dlm 1minit
aku naik atas..
duk dlm bilik
so no wonder ar selama nie
idup aku camni
i mean sume lelaki yg ade dlm idup aku
sume nyer syg kt aku..
which is syg nie tuk sume..
dlm relationship
sepatutnyer 1org tu kene cinta kt pasangan dia
klu kite cinta kt seseorg
makna nye hanya tuk 1org..
perasaan tuk yg special
perasaan yg dlm..
skrg aku dah paham..
Friday, November 21, 2008
Q&A
1. What time did you get up this morning?
6.30am
2. Diamonds or pearls?
Both
3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema?
Quarantine…
4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Reaper…
5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
Nescafe…
6. What’s your middle name?
Err...can I create one? – Jelita then. muahahahaha
7. What foods do you dislike?
Meat & curry…
8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Sade & Pearl Jam… what a sweet combination
9. What kind of car do you drive?
Kelisa... in other word it means BMW 3 series… if u hardly gets it!
10. Favourite sandwich?
Fish or chicken… no meat pleaz!
11. What characteristic do you despise?
Reaper… as Sam gf…im addicted to it!
12: Favourite item of clothing?
Birthday suit! Yeay!
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you’d go to:
Africa...
14. Are you an organized person?
Absolutely yes
15. Where you’d retire to?
Makkah..to perform Hajj
16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
16th birthday… still can’t forget it
17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
Toilet…
18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
Indonesia…Jakarta
19. Where are you now?
Malaysia- facing the entire burden by myself…
20. When’s your birthday?
Next year, March
21. What’s your shoe size?
38/40
22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
My mum, my bro…Nizam
23. How many pets do you have?
Nizam is my pet…ahakz!
24. Any new & exciting news?
So far, nothing...
25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
- Angel
- Lawyer
26. How’re you today?
Im great!
27. Favourite flower?
Lily…Daisy...to name a few
28. What’re you listening to right now?
Sade
29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
31st December 2008 - Coz this year is a poopie year and I can’t wait till it’s over.
30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Erm… I ate my bro megi goreng… ahakz! I like it very much
31. Do you wish on stars?
When I’m sure it’s not a blinking satellite.
32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Green
35. Favourite soft drink?
I don’t drink it
36. Favourite restaurant?
Natarabu...Restaurant Minang
37. Hair colour?
Light brown
38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
Smurf
39. Summer or Winter?
An emerging summer
41. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate, of course.
42. Coffee or tea?
Coffee
43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
Yeah!
44. When’s the last time you cried?
I don’t cry. I can’t remember how to
45. What’s under your bed?
Nothing. I keep it clean coz it easier for me to sweep the floor...
46. What did you do last night?
Work till late...come home at 9.30pm...taking my late bath...Sleeping peacefully
47. What’re you afraid of?
Dying
48. Salty or sweet?
Salt! Salt! Salt!
49. How many keys on your key ring?
You mean, key rings? House – 3, Car - 3
50. Favourite day of the week?
Woke up early on weekend & having breakfast with Nizam & Hayzura...
6.30am
2. Diamonds or pearls?
Both
3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema?
Quarantine…
4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Reaper…
5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
Nescafe…
6. What’s your middle name?
Err...can I create one? – Jelita then. muahahahaha
7. What foods do you dislike?
Meat & curry…
8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Sade & Pearl Jam… what a sweet combination
9. What kind of car do you drive?
Kelisa... in other word it means BMW 3 series… if u hardly gets it!
10. Favourite sandwich?
Fish or chicken… no meat pleaz!
11. What characteristic do you despise?
Reaper… as Sam gf…im addicted to it!
12: Favourite item of clothing?
Birthday suit! Yeay!
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you’d go to:
Africa...
14. Are you an organized person?
Absolutely yes
15. Where you’d retire to?
Makkah..to perform Hajj
16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
16th birthday… still can’t forget it
17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
Toilet…
18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
Indonesia…Jakarta
19. Where are you now?
Malaysia- facing the entire burden by myself…
20. When’s your birthday?
Next year, March
21. What’s your shoe size?
38/40
22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
My mum, my bro…Nizam
23. How many pets do you have?
Nizam is my pet…ahakz!
24. Any new & exciting news?
So far, nothing...
25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
- Angel
- Lawyer
26. How’re you today?
Im great!
27. Favourite flower?
Lily…Daisy...to name a few
28. What’re you listening to right now?
Sade
29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
31st December 2008 - Coz this year is a poopie year and I can’t wait till it’s over.
30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Erm… I ate my bro megi goreng… ahakz! I like it very much
31. Do you wish on stars?
When I’m sure it’s not a blinking satellite.
32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Green
35. Favourite soft drink?
I don’t drink it
36. Favourite restaurant?
Natarabu...Restaurant Minang
37. Hair colour?
Light brown
38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
Smurf
39. Summer or Winter?
An emerging summer
41. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate, of course.
42. Coffee or tea?
Coffee
43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
Yeah!
44. When’s the last time you cried?
I don’t cry. I can’t remember how to
45. What’s under your bed?
Nothing. I keep it clean coz it easier for me to sweep the floor...
46. What did you do last night?
Work till late...come home at 9.30pm...taking my late bath...Sleeping peacefully
47. What’re you afraid of?
Dying
48. Salty or sweet?
Salt! Salt! Salt!
49. How many keys on your key ring?
You mean, key rings? House – 3, Car - 3
50. Favourite day of the week?
Woke up early on weekend & having breakfast with Nizam & Hayzura...
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Shahnaz bin Aminuddin...
Aku antara org yg separuh giler
bile dpt tau adik aku accident
tuk pertama kali nyer dlm idup aku
ketakutan aku dtg blk
dgn serta merta..
aku mcm ade kt dunia yg sgt gelap
rasa sakit tuk hadapi org yg kite syg
dlm keadan cemas camtu
x dpt nk gmbr kn ngan perkataan
bertapa takut nyer aku time tu...
tuk hr nie aku try tuk
kembali normal
dr tuk terus rasa insecure
aku x nk idup dlm rasa camtu
buat masa nie..
ketika nie..
saat nie..
klu sesuatu yg akan t'jd
atau sbrg dugaan yg akan dtg
di kemudian hr
aku mintak kt tuhan
biar benda tu jd kt aku
tlg jgn jd kt org yg aku syg..
aku sgt takut
aku takut x leh kuar dr keadaan mcm tu..
aku prnh lalui benda nie
aku amik masa yg sgt lama tuk
kembali normal..
tima kasih tuhan
tuk hr nie smlm & seterus nyer
tima kasih tuk slmtkn adik aku..
to my bro..
i love u more than i love myself..
i love u more than ur ex-gf ..
pleaz appreciate ur life..
bile dpt tau adik aku accident
tuk pertama kali nyer dlm idup aku
ketakutan aku dtg blk
dgn serta merta..
aku mcm ade kt dunia yg sgt gelap
rasa sakit tuk hadapi org yg kite syg
dlm keadan cemas camtu
x dpt nk gmbr kn ngan perkataan
bertapa takut nyer aku time tu...
tuk hr nie aku try tuk
kembali normal
dr tuk terus rasa insecure
aku x nk idup dlm rasa camtu
buat masa nie..
ketika nie..
saat nie..
klu sesuatu yg akan t'jd
atau sbrg dugaan yg akan dtg
di kemudian hr
aku mintak kt tuhan
biar benda tu jd kt aku
tlg jgn jd kt org yg aku syg..
aku sgt takut
aku takut x leh kuar dr keadaan mcm tu..
aku prnh lalui benda nie
aku amik masa yg sgt lama tuk
kembali normal..
tima kasih tuhan
tuk hr nie smlm & seterus nyer
tima kasih tuk slmtkn adik aku..
to my bro..
i love u more than i love myself..
i love u more than ur ex-gf ..
pleaz appreciate ur life..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Somebody Already Broke My Heart - SADE
Sade nir fav female singer aku
time aku skool dulu
sume cd dia aku collect
(tp bkn aku yg beli, arwah bf aku bg) ngeee..
aku jmpa blk cd nie
da lama rasa nyer x dgr lagu nie
byk lagu dia yg aku suke
tp nie 1 of it
coz dia agak melodrama ckit
lagu nie pn ade kisah yg tersendiri
aku dulu x leh dgr lagu Sade nie
coz nnt x psl2 aku sedih..
tp skrg aku da x mcm dulu..
coz aku da try tuk lepaskan
history aku tuk terus move on..
SOMEBODY ALREADY BROKE MY HEART
You came along when
I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now
Somebody already broke my heart
Somebody already broke my heart
Here I am
So don't leave me stranded
On the end of a line
Hanging on the edge of a lie
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So be careful and be kind
Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again
You came along when
I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now
Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again
time aku skool dulu
sume cd dia aku collect
(tp bkn aku yg beli, arwah bf aku bg) ngeee..
aku jmpa blk cd nie
da lama rasa nyer x dgr lagu nie
byk lagu dia yg aku suke
tp nie 1 of it
coz dia agak melodrama ckit
lagu nie pn ade kisah yg tersendiri
aku dulu x leh dgr lagu Sade nie
coz nnt x psl2 aku sedih..
tp skrg aku da x mcm dulu..
coz aku da try tuk lepaskan
history aku tuk terus move on..
SOMEBODY ALREADY BROKE MY HEART
You came along when
I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now
Somebody already broke my heart
Somebody already broke my heart
Here I am
So don't leave me stranded
On the end of a line
Hanging on the edge of a lie
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So be careful and be kind
Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again
You came along when
I needed a saviour
Someone to pull me through somehow
I've been torn apart so many times
I've been hurt so many times before
So I'm counting on you now
Somebody already broke my heart
If someone has to lose, I don't want to play
Somebody already broke my heart
No, no I can't go there again
Monday, November 17, 2008
"Jgn sia-siakan org kt dpn mata kita"...
hr nie aku berchatting ngan kwn lama aku, D..
suddenlly kiteorg t'cite psl personal life masing2..
i mean our love life with guy's..
dlm byk2 yg dia duk ckp..
ayat yg amat berkesan kt hati aku
bile dia pesan kt aku
tuk' hargai org yg ade dlm idup aku skrg nie
dia ckp, jgn sia2kn org yg ade kt dpn mata kite..
aku suke ngan kata2 dia nie..
dia nmpk matang skrg..
thanx D..
i really appreciate it..
suddenlly kiteorg t'cite psl personal life masing2..
i mean our love life with guy's..
dlm byk2 yg dia duk ckp..
ayat yg amat berkesan kt hati aku
bile dia pesan kt aku
tuk' hargai org yg ade dlm idup aku skrg nie
dia ckp, jgn sia2kn org yg ade kt dpn mata kite..
aku suke ngan kata2 dia nie..
dia nmpk matang skrg..
thanx D..
i really appreciate it..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Anis Nur Shasha..
To my beloved girl, Shasha
Kak Bai juz nk wish u
gud luck 4 ur UPSR result 2mrrw
sori dear can't be there wit u
ade keje nk kene settle
hopefully Shasha dpt 5A tuk UPSR nie
I know u r smart girl, juz like ur late mom..
alwayz ingat pesan Kak Bai
take a really gud care of urself
respect ur sister..treat her gud
if anything i alwayz there 4 both of u..
jgn lupa sabtu nie kite enjoy..yeah!
all the best my dear..i luv u!
Kak Bai juz nk wish u
gud luck 4 ur UPSR result 2mrrw
sori dear can't be there wit u
ade keje nk kene settle
hopefully Shasha dpt 5A tuk UPSR nie
I know u r smart girl, juz like ur late mom..
alwayz ingat pesan Kak Bai
take a really gud care of urself
respect ur sister..treat her gud
if anything i alwayz there 4 both of u..
jgn lupa sabtu nie kite enjoy..yeah!
all the best my dear..i luv u!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Tahniah Barack Obama..
Ucapan tuk Presiden Amerika yg ke-44
Slmt dtg..tahniah tuk kemenangan
diharap dgn kehadiran Barack Obama
dpt m'gubah persepsi dunia
t'hadap Amerika, kpd suatu benda yg neutral
secara keseluruhan nyer..
aku juz nk wish all the best
aku sgt looking fwrd tuk stuktur pentabiran Obama
dan rombakan kabinet yg akan dilakukan x lama g..
aku suke ngan kemenangan Obama
aku sendiri x tau nape..
Tahniah buat Presiden kulit hitam pertama Amerika,
Barack Obama.